Di fan start act like it nuh have sense,
spin slow‑slow like it tired fi live.
Mi beg it, “Please, jus’ blow one breeze,”
but fan only hum like it cyaan forgive.
It wobble like it drunk pon heat,
lean lef’, lean right, then freeze.
Mi tap it twice pon di rusty neck—
fan look at me like, “Mind yuh please.”
Sweat a run like mi deh a river,
shirt stick down like second skin.
Fan watch mi suffer in silence,
den blow one puff—weak like sin.
Mi plug it out, plug it in back,
shake it like mi a wake dead man.
Fan cough two time, spin one circle,
den stop again—traitor fan.
Neighbor shout, “Try turn it upside down!”
like she a fan mechanic pro.
Mi flip it, twist it, beg it mercy—
fan still refuse fi blow.
Mi start pray small prayer under mi breath,
“Lord, send breeze or send relief.”
Fan answer wid one last squeaky cry,
den dead clean—mi nearly grieve.
Mi stand up vex in di boiling room,
sun a beat like it waan compete.
Fan lie down pon di ground like hero,
fallen soldier in di summer heat.
An when breeze finally pass mi way,
soft and sweet like evening song,
mi whisper, “Thank yuh, Jesus,”
but mi still tell fan, “Yuh dead wrong.”
About the Writer:
Poetess Defy is a Jamaican author, and poet, whose work is deeply rooted in the cultural rhythms, spiritual grounding, and lived experiences of the island she calls home. Born in Kingston and shaped by the vibrant communities of Harbour View, Windward Road, Rockfort, and Seaview Gardens; she has spent more than two decades writing, teaching, and preserving Jamaican stories through her creative and educational work.
As a writer, she has authored more than eighty books. Her work is guided by a deep love for Jamaica, a commitment to truth, and a desire to uplift and inspire. Her poetry, in particular, captures the humor, resilience, struggles, and beauty of Jamaican life, offering readers an intimate window into the island’s spirit.
Books by Poetess Defy

Jamaica: Poetic Stories
by Poetess Defy

Jamaican Pebbles
by Poetess Defy

Di Summer of 2015
by Poetess Defy

The Jamaica Island Journal
by Poetess Defy

101 Jamaican Love Poems
by Poetess Defy

The Road Back to Myself
by Poetess Defy